Wednesday, September 23, 2015

sex slave 9/23/15

I was sitting in a room full of people that were sitting in chairs asleep and these aliens I can't remember what they looked like or if I could even see them but they were doing something to our brains and our dreams and I remembered what Jacob said about certain aliens feed off fear so I kept sending thought messages around the room saying I love you to every alien and sending feelings of peace to cover the room.

I was laying in bed with Shawn, and Thomas came by and asked us if we had seen this cartoon movie about a black nazi named Ari Guospo... I can't remember how it was spelled but it looked something like that. I wanted to stay up and watch it but Shawn was going to sleep and I got frustrated because I wasn't tiered.

I was in France again and we had rented a car for a few days. We were hanging out with Adrian and we were getting ready to fly back to America. We were walking and had to go up this street that was on a huge hill. Adrian asked if it would be easier to ride bikes up the hill. I remembered that we had rented that car and had to take it back anyways. We were going to a hotel where we would go to the airport from. Adrian was riding with us and I asked him how he was going to get back to his house? I thought well then he can take the car back on the way home. We got to the hotel and there were a lot of people waiting for us, some family and people from my old church. We were trying to pack up and I was worried about what time we needed to go to the airport. There were two groups of people flying back one was me and Shawn and the other was my brother Josh and some of his friends. His plane left later in the day so they weren't so worried about packing and had just started making dinner. I didn't know if the plane left at 7 or 9 and I was having a really hard time looking it up. I saw two shot glasses in the kitchen and Shawn was walking out so I asked him if he had taken a shot. He said yes and I said why wasn't I invited! I asked him who he took a shot with because this other girl from church was also in the kitchen so I got kind of jealous. I got distracted by this shelf in one of the bedrooms with a bunch of tiny bottles of oil. I was looking for lavender or tea tree but there were only things I've never heard of. I had a big bag of candy and wanted to take it on the plane with me but I remembered I can't take food on it so I wanted to dump it in one of the suitcases so I could check it through.
     I was back at my parents old house and I was still packing but I was confused as to why I needed to go get on the plane for 20 hours when I was already home. I was wearing a dress and I decided to pack the most comfortable outfit I own for the plane ride. I was searching through a big pile of my clothes.
     I was at an AFI concert with Morgan and we were sitting right next to the guy from type o negative and we were both scooting closer trying to nonchalantly hit on him. The band had just started playing and I was worried because it was already 8:00 and I had to be at the airport at 9:00. Somehow I had scooted too close to him to where it was really obvious. He said hows it going and I almost passed out. The scene jumped to a week later where I was having a flashback to a facebook message conversation that we had where he had sent me a picture of his awesome expensive gothic house and I said something really stupid back like nice scary face statues or something. I was in his house and he was saying he was sick and going to sleep. Immediately I thought oh man hes one of these guys that just pretends to be sick all of the time and as he was walking away I noticed how fat he was getting. He asked his butler if he was going to go to sleep early too and I thought oh man and hes gay and I didn't even notice. The butler sounded irritated when he said no he wants to stay up later this time. He asked me and I said no I'm not sleepy yet and he got mad and came back out to sit on his giant chair that might have been a throne. His house was gorgeous with all kinds of gothic architecture and statues and trinkets. Anyways so he called me over to his chair and snapped his fingers for the butler to bring him a drink and I noticed I was wearing a really goofy ugly white maid outfit with poofy sleeves, not even a sexy maid outfit. I started making out with the butler because I guess the guy liked watching that or something. He called me over and forced me to sit in his lap. He pulled out his dick and it was really funny because it was triangle shaped but he started playing with me and then just left. I was so mad I said what the fuck I'm leaving you can't just leave me hanging like that. He said that's what I get for not being a good enough servant he just wanted to leave it there for later. I left and I was worried that he was going to try to stop me but he didn't. Shawn picked me up and asked if I was ready to go to the airport. I was laughing on the way trying to tell him about the triangle shaped penis but he said he didn't want to know about things like that. There was a huge line of parked cars on the service road that seemed like they were waiting in traffic but no one was in them. I said I needed to take care of something so I started masturbating. I accidentally squirted all over his car so much I was afraid I got my comfy clothes for the airport wet. 

Tuesday, September 22, 2015

bugs 9/22/2015

I woke up in my bed at my old house when I was a kid and got up to go to the bathroom. I walked in and couldn't turn on the light. I saw a few cockroaches run by and when I looked closer I noticed that there were thousands of them in all sizes. I screamed and ran to my parents room and they screamed and told me to hold on so they could put some clothes on. They ran out there and said there are not roaches everywhere and then they looked closer and noticed that there were. My dad kept trying to kill them all but there were two many. I was trying to crawl up on a bed but they were spreading everywhere. I asked mom why does she not just vacuum them all up.

I was in a tall windy tower with stair cases that wrapped around for 7 or 8 stories. I accidentally went to far and ended up on the top story. I looked back down the windy staircase and realized how scared of heights and the stairs I was. I decided to crawl back down the stairs but as soon as I got on my hands and knees I noticed all of these cobwebs. I had a wooden stick with me and I was trying to clear a path when I noticed all of these spiders in all sizes. They were everywhere all of a sudden and some of them were almost a foot long.

I was at a family event and I was staying in a room with some of my cousins and there was not much space so we had to make a bed out of the kitchen table. I had a coloring book and was annoyed that one of my cousins was watching TV really loud. The table bed got messed up and we were trying to put the table cloth back on which was cut into thin strips but there weren't enough strips to recover the table. My aunt came in and said sorry there was not enough space for everyone. We went to float the river the next day but I brought a tiny bag of coke and a straw. We were in the river and a cop came up searching people. I threw the bag and the straw in a pool filter and was watching it to make sure I could catch it again later. He searched us and couldn't find anything. When all of the stuff in the filter came out of what looked like an airport security check I grabbed the little bag and stuck it in my swimsuit bottoms. I saw my cousin hide the other evidence for me and I thought it was really sad and sweet that she would do that. We were trying to leave the river park and we got stopped by another security guy. He checked our bags and didn't find anything except when I looked at my bag it was a double decker clutch purse with a mini garden on top and it looked like weed but it was just cooking herbs. When they checked this other kid we were with he didn't have his immigrant papers on him so I told my mom that we need to leave now. I said just go hurry! She said you do have something on you don't you. I said shh lets just go. She asked if it was the sweet and salty kind. I said yes now lets get to the van. We saw a few cops running by when we were walking to the car-park. We got in this huge RV van and about 7 cousins were with us. I said where am I going to sit what if they search the vehicle. I sat in the back.

I was at a big house and someone was upset that these people didn't have "the present" ready yet. These people in really funny looking servants costumes started cleaning up a bunch of stuff and moving stuff in. My mom came in and asked me if I had seen my new room yet. I walked into this room and it was huge it had a fireplace and bookshelves and huge closets and a dressing room with a really big mirror. I went into the dressing room and was trying to turn on the lights but there were so many switches that were turning on all kinds of lights in there. I went to this closet in the back of the room and it was really another room where this lady and her two kids were sleeping on bunk beds. My mom said I'm lucky to get this room because I was born on the 13th and this was room 13. (In real life I'm not born on the 13th) There was a strange closet with a bunch of hangers hanging from the ceiling with little ribbons hanging off of them. I went to the main room and I knew I wasn't supposed to but I took one poof of weed. I noticed a concert going on outside and everyone was out there dancing. I wanted to dance too and I noticed Jaiden standing in the window watching the concert. I felt bad for him and asked him if he wanted to go outside to dance but he said he was going to go back to his hotel room to go to sleep. His eyes were super red. He asked me if those were his gloves I was wearing and I said ummm no which they were but I wanted to keep them so I left.

Monday, September 21, 2015

videos 9/21/15

I was driving through a town and ran across a buckees bar/ gas station and I remembered going there before. All of a sudden I remembered living on the beach with my mom and her friend for months a long time ago.
I was watching a video on my phone that someone had taken at a house with me and a few friends. It was really creepy because we were doing evil witch crafty things. I was watching the video and I saw myself being recorded saying something that I would never say in real life and was wondering if I was black out drunk in the video. I kept rewinding it to watch myself saying something and I was so confused telling the person I was with that I would never say something like that in real life. I thought it must be a video that someone recorded and turned it into a movie later without telling anyone. I kept trying to remember the person who recorded the video. Then I was in a theater class in school watching a movie about an alternate version of snow white in a different language. There was a preview for the movie with a bunch of french girls in a city taking their clothes off in the street. I said wow they can get away with a lot more over there with media rules. I was in the movie and all of these creepy scenes were playing through. It was half black and white and the color was slowly starting to get painted in. I was sitting tied up on a mine shoot tunnel cart with someone else. It was like a disney ride with a bunch of wax figure scenes set up along the ride. We rode through different rooms of things going on. At some point the movie was over and I was looking for the second movie of that which was a cinderella black and white movie.

Saturday, September 19, 2015

Eternal death rooms 9/19/15

I was at my moms old house and we ran out of apple cider so I said I would go to the store to get some more. I went to a really big mall and I'm not sure how long I was there but I noticed that everyone there was mall zombies. Everyone that worked there was trying to get the customers to stay forever. They kept trying to talk to me and I started to run out of the mall. I didn't even pay for the beer I had which I noticed that I had already drank three of. I jumped in the car with my two friends and sped away.
I was in this house/hotel with hundreds of rooms and in each room there was a different spooky mystery story happening on repeat for forever. I stopped in one room and these people were playing a game where you roll a dice and depending on which number you got (odd or even) meant if you were pure or not. If you rolled a 14 then you were automatically unpure and had to stick your self with a needle and if you bled clear you were pure and if you bled red then you were not. Any time you rolled an unpure number you had to test yourself with the needle. A family of three people showed up and they were considered super human or something because they had all rolled a 14 and bled clear. Something happened and one of them bled red. I was looking at a picture and someone was asking what it looked like and it was one of those optical illusion pictures that depending on how you looked at it, it looked like something different. If you looked at it one way it was the earth and a cross with light coming out of it as a bridge to space. If you looked at it another way it was a demon eating something that looked like mountains. I saw it a third way but the guy showing the picture didn't believe me that it could be seen a third way so he kept scrolling through other pictures and I wanted him to go back so I could show him but I couldn't find the picture again. I went to another room and there was a lady vacuuming. Forever. There was a murder mystery going on in another room where a guy was smoking a lot of cigars. I went to the main part of the house/hotel and saw a room with a bunch of people watching TV. I looked off of the balcony and there was a huge conference hall full of thousands of people watching TV. Forever. I went to another room and Ferris Beuler was arranging some green refrigerator magnets into sentences that didn't make sense. He was laughing hysterically about how he didn't understand what they meant. I went to a different room and there were two tiny cross trinkets and I grabbed them. Someone came down the hall and they had bright red eyes so I thought they were a vampire. I held the cross up and the person exploded. More people kept coming down the hall with glowing red eyes so I held the crosses up and caught the light to reflect it like a laser towards the "vampires". They kept exploding all over the hall.

Monday, September 14, 2015

painting the elements 9/14/15

I was looking at a photo that took up my whole eyesight and some of it was blurry. It was a painting of a side of a mountain and a trail going up the side through some woods. I cleared up the blurry parts with my finger and saw a house in the top left corner of the picture. Then it turns out I was looking at the scene through a window and this group of girls came out of the house and started walking down the trail. I recognized one as my daughter and started feeling really sad. She was about 12 or 13 in this picture. I went out to a van with Shawn and the girl came up to the car and got in. When I saw her my eyes started watering because I had not seen her in so long and I told her I had really missed her. She was about 16 or 17 now and was blonde with curly hair. She started crying too and said she really missed me. My mom was in the car and asked us if we wanted to go get a hair cut at the mall together. I texted my mom to ask her if she was sure she could pay for it.
     We got to the mall and I went down to the bottom floor and heard that Elon Musk was letting people take a picture with him for 5$ each. I was freaking out I was so excited but I didn't have anything to wear. Some girl let me borrow a dress and I decided just to wear my normal sandals because maybe the feet wouldn't be in the picture. I was trying to change so fast while people were waiting in line to take a picture but I couldn't change fast enough and he walked away right when I got my shoe on. I started walking though the building trying to find him to see if he had time to take just one last picture. I walked into this room where a bunch of really smart good looking scientists were hanging out drinking punch. Everyone was freaking out that I was there and pretending to laugh at everything I said because they "thought I was so funny and clever". Aj walked in and I flipped him off with a "bing" sound effect. Everyone laughed and was saying oh shes so cute did you hear the funny sound effect. I said whats the deal how does every one here know me?! Someone said oh its because of what you said to the head of the department in your speech last week. I said "oh that bitch??". Everyone laughed again. I walked down a hallway in the back of the room to see if I could find Elon. I ran into my brother Josh in the hallway and he said he had just came from Elons office because he wanted to know what the big deal was. I said holy crap will you show me where it is and bring your camera to take a picture. He said we were going to have to go all the way to the bottom floor of the mall. Some how I was back in the mall and I dropped my clothes on the escalator. I was trying to pick them up before the end of the elevator ride (which was a really long way down about four stories) but I was too slow and kept dropping things while this guy behind me was counting down and I fell at the end of it. I dropped my clothes but I was right outside of the door where my moms hotel room was. I told her I was just dropping off some clothes.
     I was looking at another painting photo and this time it was a forest scene with a river and it was raining. Josh was crossing the river and held on to a log. It was raining so hard I thought it was going to flood and Josh was going to float away. My mom was standing next to me and we were trying to tell Josh to hurry and cross before it got too bad. I started smearing around the paint on the picture and the weather started changing. I made less water but then the colors started smearing so it turned into a huge river of mud. I threw the picture away and I heard a voice that said you control it with your hands now. I thought really hard and swung my arm around and the mud disappeared and it was back to just water. I lifted my hands up and the water flew into the sky. It started falling back down on us when I dropped my hands though so I kept throwing my hands up saying water fly away forever into space.
     I was walking up a mountain with a few people and we stopped half way because someone wanted to check out this side cave that was in the shape of a skull. There were five places of interest that we wanted to stop at on this mountain. At the top there was a hidden house, a burned down house, another cave, and then a couple more hidden places back down the mountain. I said lets start at the top and go back down. We went up to the burned house and were walking around it. When we got through to the other side there was a house with a light on inside. I saw someone sitting in a chair facing the other direction and I told everyone to shh and lets not go there. We started going back when all of these guys in swat team type black armor started coming out and shooting at us. I ran down the mountain and hid behind some branches. I saw them snipe one of my friends from a distance while a couple of other people ran up to them thinking they were here to help us because some one was shooting. They didn't know that it was them that were shooting at everyone.
     I was sitting in bed at my moms old house watching an episode of Star Trek when my alarm went off meaning it was time to go to church. I was upset because it was a two hour episode and I was only halfway through it. I went downstairs and mom was making breakfast sausage. She asked me why I have to go on such dangerous missions and I said well it doesn't matter anyways because this is a dream. She looked really confused and then I woke up.
   I was across the street from the church and Shawn put a trash bag poncho on Hyde so he could walk along side of the car in the rain while we drove across the street. When we got there I was sitting outside of a Sunday school room and I felt these spikes poking out of my leg. I pulled one out and it was a long wood skewer that are used on kabobs. I kept pulling out more and blood was getting everywhere. I figured it was from when I was hiding in the branches on the mountain. I counted how many skewers I had just pulled out of my leg and there were about 60. It grossed me out so much I decided I didn't want to go to the service I just wanted to go home and lay down. I heard someone talking about how they had used me as an example of who not to be like in a Sunday school lesson a couple weeks ago.
     I was riding with this old lady to this mans house in the middle of the country with my brothers. We got there and he was this super flamboyant rich older man that was trying to impress the old lady who was supposed to be my mom but she wasn't. He gave us all ice cream and he had a ton of different flavors so I got a rainbow mixture of a few kinds. He asked us if we wanted a drink before we went out to dinner and I said yes so he told me to go make them. He told me to make Paul a caramel apple crown drink. I went to his kitchen and couldn't find any liquor only a bunch of unmarked glass bottles in a bunch of different refrigerator cabinets. I went back to ask him where they were and he said they were all hooked up to an electric drink mixer. It was a circular device with all of these bottles hooked up to it and a button in the middle. We went out to the car and the lady asked us what we really thought about the guy and if we didn't like him we would leave right away. I said I thought he was a prick and stuck up so she said "ok wait in the car and I will go tell him goodbye". The car started driving away and I was in the passenger seat but it was backwards like a European car. It started rolling towards an intersection in the street and I was trying to steer the car while trying to jump into the driver seat to hit the brakes.
     I was in this giant thrift store watching the place for the owner while they were out of town. I was trying on different clothes and I was wondering if there were any cameras if I was going to take a couple of things. There were cameras in the front of the shop. This lady came up with this blue sparkly dress and asked me to try it on to see if it fit. She asked me about my selections that I had picked out for myself and I said I had been in a pencil skirt mood lately. I went to try on the dress but it was too small and the longer I messed with it in the mirror the smaller it got and the bigger my butt seemed. All of a sudden I was in a dressing room with a bunch of people getting ready for a church play. I wasn't in the play I was just a stagehand so when it was over everyone was out eating a buffet and the girl who was in charge but younger than me said I had to vacuum the whole place before I could eat. I asked her if I could at least fix a plate before they started putting the food up and she let me but she was pissed about it. I was trying to write on another plate "don't throw away" but I couldn't write anymore and I couldn't spell. They brought out an ice cream buffet and I was hoping to get done before it all melted. I was looking for Josh to tell him to help clean up so he didn't get in trouble. Dr. Scott came up and asked if we had finished cleaning and I said well none of us have even eaten yet so we're all working slowly. He said everyone can go home no one needs to stay and clean and the boss girl got so mad she stormed out. I saw him vacuuming and I took the vacuum and tried to help but everything kept flying out of it. A huge pile of rocks came out of it and I was trying to mess with the setting to fix it. My mom came up again and she said lets use a pulley system to get these rocks and piles of dirt out. I was sitting with her and my brothers and sister outside under a pavilion at a park. We had a bunch of different beers and mixers and I was making a trashcan beer special for each person.

Saturday, September 12, 2015

burglar hat 9/12/15

I was in Africa with my mom and we were trying to get to the exit interview to see if we qualified to leave the country. I remembered that I had an ecstasy pill in my purse that Morgan had givin me. I had tried to blend it in with my cough drops but I knew I wouldn't be able to take it on the airplane. We were leaving the next day so I asked my mom if it would be a bad idea to go on the plane rolling because I didn't want to waste it and throw it out. We were in a small room taking a questionnaire on if we had anything we were not supposed to have and such with a bunch of guards in the room. I was in a mobile home with Shawn house sitting for his friends and all of these cockroaches kept coming out. We kept trying to spray them and vacuum them up but they kept coming back and getting in my hair. The door was unlocked and all of these drunk people walked in. I was screaming at them to get out but they wouldn't and they kept going to the kitchen to try to find food. I offered them a cup of tea so I could call the cops and keep them there until the cops showed up so they could deal with them. They were being pretty rude saying things like hows that tea coming along. I put four small cups of water in this really weird microwave that had metal racks inside. I couldn't get my phone to dial 911. We weren't sure where we were going to be staying after that and I was trying to pack all of my stuff up. I was going to make meatloaf at either Shawns parents or my grandmas house because it was my brothers birthday. I was in a different house I think it was my dads and these people showed up to the door saying they were a moving company. I saw through the eyes of one of the guys with them and he had a hat recording device that was hooked up to these glasses that was highlighting paths and valuable objects in the house to come back and steal later. I was myself again and I knew what they were up to so I went to the car with a couple of peppers to call the cops and keep my eye on those people. I was pretending to chop the peppers in the car while watching to see where they went. My phone wasn't dialing 911 again and they were starting to leave. I guess it worked because they got stopped around the corner and were running shaking their fist at me like they knew I did it and they would come back later for revenge or something.

red hotel 9/11/15

I was at this big red hotel I was trying to play a game of pool but the cue ball exploded. It was full of white sand and it had a plastic shell. The manager said that means I win and he was trying to give me 10$ but all he had was a 20. Some other guy standing next to him said he had two 10s but they were British issued money so they were a really colorful red and blue. I wanted to take a picture of it but I got distracted because I ended up in the book store which was really pretty and had a lot of cool artifacts in it. It was kind of like a small museum and I kept trying to look at everything because it was so pretty.