(A while back a kept having the same dream with the same people that I was in training for a dream army. I would always know I was dreaming and was having to take all of these tests)
I was in a classroom taking a series of tests that I was breezing through. I knew the ship that was leaving to the mail dream station was about to leave. I got to full of myself and started showing off. I made an energy explosion happen in the hall with my mind. Everyone got mad and I started to loose dream consciousness.
I was doing flying training with the same group of people I had been training with. I wasn't following the rules and I flew too high. I ran into a tree and fell. I got the breath knocked out of me and it hurt so bad. I kept thinking I didn't know you could experience so much physical pain in a dream.
Thursday, August 20, 2015
some lucid dreams I can remember
I was laying by a fence next to a horse ranch and all of these horses were running by. I went into this house across the field and this lady was waiting for me. I knew I was dreaming because I recognized her somehow. Her ranch hands kept coming in and giving me disapproving looks. I asked if I could stay and learn her secrets. She said only if I give her my shoes. I started to get sucked out of the dream but I kept trying to concentrate so hard so stay there.
It was thanksgiving and I knew I was dreaming and I kept running around outside doing ridiculous things because I knew I wouldn't get caught like running around with my shirt off. I went into a church and drank all the communion grape juice. Morgans parents came to visit our apartment but we were living in an attic. I was helping my mom make thanksgiving dinner. Someone came up to me and said this is how your going to use this opportunity? I felt kind of guilty and was walking around looking at every detail of everything. The texture of the buildings kept changing the closer I would look. I looked at some words on the refrigerator to see if I could actually read in dreams and I could but the words kept changing. This dream lasted for a day and a half and I don't remember now everything that happened but that was the longest dream I've ever had. (I was only asleep for about 45 minutes)
I was in the desert somewhere and I came across this group of gypsies that I knew very well somehow. I knew I was dreaming and they were trying to teach me things about dream stars. They felt like family and I didn't want to leave. We were all staying in this cabin. I was studying some scrolls with pictures of the sky with someone.
I walked into a room full of people chanting. I felt very in control and I could see what everyone was thinking. I knew I was in a dream but I recognized everyone in the room. I knew that they were all demons praying for the leader to show up and give them guidance. I remembered that I was the leader.
(I always end up in a lot of different big houses. Every time I realize I'm dreaming I know that I need to go to the basement and in a closet there will be a secret passage that leads to another room or another dimension. This has happened about 20-30 times. Every time I go into the secret passage there is a different scenario that plays out.)
I was at a party in a house and I knew I was dreaming. I kept trying to go outside but I was feeling so dizzy. I was trying to find Morgan to tell her we are dreaming but I kept falling over and couldn't make it outside. I noticed in the corner someone who did not belong there. He was wearing a lab coat and was looking at me and I looked at my arm and there was a hole in it where someone gave me a shot. I looked at him and he had a syringe in his hand.
(The next day I told Morgan about that dream and she said she had the same dream about the same party we even described the house in detail. She also knew she was dreaming and was in another room. She said something about a guy that didn't belong there either.
It was thanksgiving and I knew I was dreaming and I kept running around outside doing ridiculous things because I knew I wouldn't get caught like running around with my shirt off. I went into a church and drank all the communion grape juice. Morgans parents came to visit our apartment but we were living in an attic. I was helping my mom make thanksgiving dinner. Someone came up to me and said this is how your going to use this opportunity? I felt kind of guilty and was walking around looking at every detail of everything. The texture of the buildings kept changing the closer I would look. I looked at some words on the refrigerator to see if I could actually read in dreams and I could but the words kept changing. This dream lasted for a day and a half and I don't remember now everything that happened but that was the longest dream I've ever had. (I was only asleep for about 45 minutes)
I was in the desert somewhere and I came across this group of gypsies that I knew very well somehow. I knew I was dreaming and they were trying to teach me things about dream stars. They felt like family and I didn't want to leave. We were all staying in this cabin. I was studying some scrolls with pictures of the sky with someone.
I walked into a room full of people chanting. I felt very in control and I could see what everyone was thinking. I knew I was in a dream but I recognized everyone in the room. I knew that they were all demons praying for the leader to show up and give them guidance. I remembered that I was the leader.
(I always end up in a lot of different big houses. Every time I realize I'm dreaming I know that I need to go to the basement and in a closet there will be a secret passage that leads to another room or another dimension. This has happened about 20-30 times. Every time I go into the secret passage there is a different scenario that plays out.)
I was at a party in a house and I knew I was dreaming. I kept trying to go outside but I was feeling so dizzy. I was trying to find Morgan to tell her we are dreaming but I kept falling over and couldn't make it outside. I noticed in the corner someone who did not belong there. He was wearing a lab coat and was looking at me and I looked at my arm and there was a hole in it where someone gave me a shot. I looked at him and he had a syringe in his hand.
(The next day I told Morgan about that dream and she said she had the same dream about the same party we even described the house in detail. She also knew she was dreaming and was in another room. She said something about a guy that didn't belong there either.
stuck in a lucid dream
There have been a few occasions where I have got stuck in a lucid dream and can't wake myself up. Just gonna go back to a couple that I can remember.
I can only barely remember now but there was one where I was in a kindergarten school building and I was in a back room that was more like a lab/ operation room. There was a miniature monkey running around and I realized I must be dreaming. Somehow I kept ending up on the operation table and thinking how can I wake myself up. I kept studying the details of the room to reassure myself that I was actually dreaming. Every time I would try to wake myself up either it wouldn't work, or I would end up back on the operation table. This happened for what seemed like hours. All of a sudden I was in a sunglasses shop trying to pick out a pair of glasses. I kept trying to tell people that this is really a dream and none of this is real. These two guys in sunglasses grabbed me and started dragging me through either a bus station or an airport.
I was in a mall stuck in this roller coaster ride that resembled a gerbil ball that was falling. I knew I was dreaming and I thought for sure when the ball hits the ground it will wake me up. It didn't. I was laying there in so much pain thinking I know this is a dream why can't I wake up.
(This one I was staying in a hotel in England with my boyfriend Shawn and it was more being stuck in reoccurring waking dreams)
We were in the hotel room laying in bed and all of these kittens started coming out of this closet in the wall that I knew wasn't there in real life and I kept saying see I told you this place is really haunted. Then I was outside in the back next to a tree stump and David was was holding an axe and there were a few other people there. They all started talking about some poem that I supposedly knew and they all started saying it out loud. As they were saying it I was remembering it. It was something about the axe and the sky are the same color as my head, a shade of red and shes already dead. Then I remembered I was already dead and I woke up into another dream where me and Shawn were in an art museum. I looked up at a painting and was asking the desk guy what it was and he said it was a painting of the 24 horsemen and that I should know already. That's when I remembered I should know because I'm already dead. I fell to the ground in shock and woke up into another dream where I was laying in bed with Shawn in the same hotel room trying to tell him that we were in a dream and that I'm stuck and I can't get out. He didn't believe me and he started to get mad. He drug the bed out of the hotel room wit me still on it to the back of the hotel and I was trying to tell him of course this is a dream it wouldn't make since to be doing that in real life. Hyde runs up and hops in a big truck with some lady that it staring at me and I'm trying to stop it but I can't and I realize its because I'm dead. Then I woke up again in the bed and were watching some porn on TV and I realize that they are actually dead which reminded me that I'm dead too and I woke up again into another dream. This happened about 5 or 6 more times with different similar scenarios that I can't really remember. The last dream loop I got stuck in when I realized I was dead I was outside the back of the hotel with Shawn and I started floating away to towards the sky. I started crying and I was holding his hand and I didn't want to let go because I didn't want to leave him yet. I started singing Unchained Melody by the Righteous Brothers and floating off into the sky. I got up into the clouds and looked around the earth. Facing the back of the hotel to my left was beautiful hills and sunshine and rainbows. To my right was darkness and shadows and spooky forest. I started evil laughing and felt really powerful. I started getting sucked over to the darkness the more powerful I felt.
(When I finally actually woke up I woke up in a panic breathing heavily and already crying. Shawn told me that he also had a similar lucid dream about his dead friend that night)
I can only barely remember now but there was one where I was in a kindergarten school building and I was in a back room that was more like a lab/ operation room. There was a miniature monkey running around and I realized I must be dreaming. Somehow I kept ending up on the operation table and thinking how can I wake myself up. I kept studying the details of the room to reassure myself that I was actually dreaming. Every time I would try to wake myself up either it wouldn't work, or I would end up back on the operation table. This happened for what seemed like hours. All of a sudden I was in a sunglasses shop trying to pick out a pair of glasses. I kept trying to tell people that this is really a dream and none of this is real. These two guys in sunglasses grabbed me and started dragging me through either a bus station or an airport.
I was in a mall stuck in this roller coaster ride that resembled a gerbil ball that was falling. I knew I was dreaming and I thought for sure when the ball hits the ground it will wake me up. It didn't. I was laying there in so much pain thinking I know this is a dream why can't I wake up.
(This one I was staying in a hotel in England with my boyfriend Shawn and it was more being stuck in reoccurring waking dreams)
We were in the hotel room laying in bed and all of these kittens started coming out of this closet in the wall that I knew wasn't there in real life and I kept saying see I told you this place is really haunted. Then I was outside in the back next to a tree stump and David was was holding an axe and there were a few other people there. They all started talking about some poem that I supposedly knew and they all started saying it out loud. As they were saying it I was remembering it. It was something about the axe and the sky are the same color as my head, a shade of red and shes already dead. Then I remembered I was already dead and I woke up into another dream where me and Shawn were in an art museum. I looked up at a painting and was asking the desk guy what it was and he said it was a painting of the 24 horsemen and that I should know already. That's when I remembered I should know because I'm already dead. I fell to the ground in shock and woke up into another dream where I was laying in bed with Shawn in the same hotel room trying to tell him that we were in a dream and that I'm stuck and I can't get out. He didn't believe me and he started to get mad. He drug the bed out of the hotel room wit me still on it to the back of the hotel and I was trying to tell him of course this is a dream it wouldn't make since to be doing that in real life. Hyde runs up and hops in a big truck with some lady that it staring at me and I'm trying to stop it but I can't and I realize its because I'm dead. Then I woke up again in the bed and were watching some porn on TV and I realize that they are actually dead which reminded me that I'm dead too and I woke up again into another dream. This happened about 5 or 6 more times with different similar scenarios that I can't really remember. The last dream loop I got stuck in when I realized I was dead I was outside the back of the hotel with Shawn and I started floating away to towards the sky. I started crying and I was holding his hand and I didn't want to let go because I didn't want to leave him yet. I started singing Unchained Melody by the Righteous Brothers and floating off into the sky. I got up into the clouds and looked around the earth. Facing the back of the hotel to my left was beautiful hills and sunshine and rainbows. To my right was darkness and shadows and spooky forest. I started evil laughing and felt really powerful. I started getting sucked over to the darkness the more powerful I felt.
(When I finally actually woke up I woke up in a panic breathing heavily and already crying. Shawn told me that he also had a similar lucid dream about his dead friend that night)
drove off a cliff 8/20/15
I walked up to a cabin I was staying in with Morgan and a cop car was there. We walked up and he was talking to the neighbors. I walked inside and I was looking in every room for intruders. I thought this reminds me of when I'm searching a place for zombies. I saw from third person point of view myself with super sticky shoes walking on the wall above the doors going to each one and peeking into a row of rooms that were lined up like jail cells. I thought oh I should invent those shoes they would really come in handy.
I was driving down a windy road with Shawn and there was a turn in the road that had been flooded. I yelled watch out for that road that's underwater! He swerved and went through a fence on the side of the road that was blocking the edge of a cliff side. It was about a five hundred foot drop and the whole way down I kept screaming I don't want to die yet I'm sorry I love you I love you I love you!! We hit the ground which was really a swamp and it hurt really bad. Shawn was reaching for something out of the window and got sucked into the mud. I was screaming trying to get out of the truck and get my phone out to call 911. I dragged him to a rock on the side of the field and was trying to use my phone but of course the numbers were in the wrong places and I couldn't see them very well. Somehow I called my grandma but she couldn't hear anything. I noticed I wasn't on my phone anymore but I was holding my computer mouse in my hand. I thought she must not be able to hear me because I don't have any speakers connected. I was screaming help and all she said was do you need us to pray for you tonight? I noticed there was a college not to far from where we were laying so I was screaming help at them as loud as I could. Two girls came over just as I saw an ambulance pull up to where we fell off the cliff up the mountain. I thought I guess my phone call did work. They helped us over and one girl was saying they should leave soon so they will get home by 2:00. I decided while I was there I would go to some classes. It was a private school and I didn't know the rules so during one lecture I was sitting up on a ledge in the classroom with a couple of trouble makers when we were supposed to be sitting in the desks. It was lunch time so I went to the cafeteria with Shawn and my grandma. She got this huge catfish sandwich and couldn't finish it so I made another sandwich out of it and ate half of it. We left in a big line and a couple of people went a different way. I was trying to follow the group but I got lost going with the people taking a short cut. They all hopped to the next building through the windows. I thought it was to far of a jump and I wasn't going to make it. I tried hanging on to this rope to swing across but it got stuck around my neck and I couldn't move. Someone held me while they helped me get the rope off and I went into the window. We were in a kitchen and someone handed this girl an outkast cd. I think they were slowly stealing cds from the library because it was all of their last years there. The group walked in with the old teacher and me and this girl hid under a blanket because everyone was getting in trouble for not staying with the group. She looked under the blanket and asked the girl what her name was. She said my name out loud because she already knew it. We went into this classroom and everyone was sitting down. I sat next to this girl and she got mad at me for something so I tried to give her the other half of my sandwich but she threw it in the trash. That really hurt my feelings because I was actually going to eat that sandwich but I was trying to be nice. I moved to the back of the classroom and sat with some stoner type people. All of a sudden I was in my moms old kitchen making bbq sandwiches. Someone got mad that I was putting cheese on all of them.
I was driving down a windy road with Shawn and there was a turn in the road that had been flooded. I yelled watch out for that road that's underwater! He swerved and went through a fence on the side of the road that was blocking the edge of a cliff side. It was about a five hundred foot drop and the whole way down I kept screaming I don't want to die yet I'm sorry I love you I love you I love you!! We hit the ground which was really a swamp and it hurt really bad. Shawn was reaching for something out of the window and got sucked into the mud. I was screaming trying to get out of the truck and get my phone out to call 911. I dragged him to a rock on the side of the field and was trying to use my phone but of course the numbers were in the wrong places and I couldn't see them very well. Somehow I called my grandma but she couldn't hear anything. I noticed I wasn't on my phone anymore but I was holding my computer mouse in my hand. I thought she must not be able to hear me because I don't have any speakers connected. I was screaming help and all she said was do you need us to pray for you tonight? I noticed there was a college not to far from where we were laying so I was screaming help at them as loud as I could. Two girls came over just as I saw an ambulance pull up to where we fell off the cliff up the mountain. I thought I guess my phone call did work. They helped us over and one girl was saying they should leave soon so they will get home by 2:00. I decided while I was there I would go to some classes. It was a private school and I didn't know the rules so during one lecture I was sitting up on a ledge in the classroom with a couple of trouble makers when we were supposed to be sitting in the desks. It was lunch time so I went to the cafeteria with Shawn and my grandma. She got this huge catfish sandwich and couldn't finish it so I made another sandwich out of it and ate half of it. We left in a big line and a couple of people went a different way. I was trying to follow the group but I got lost going with the people taking a short cut. They all hopped to the next building through the windows. I thought it was to far of a jump and I wasn't going to make it. I tried hanging on to this rope to swing across but it got stuck around my neck and I couldn't move. Someone held me while they helped me get the rope off and I went into the window. We were in a kitchen and someone handed this girl an outkast cd. I think they were slowly stealing cds from the library because it was all of their last years there. The group walked in with the old teacher and me and this girl hid under a blanket because everyone was getting in trouble for not staying with the group. She looked under the blanket and asked the girl what her name was. She said my name out loud because she already knew it. We went into this classroom and everyone was sitting down. I sat next to this girl and she got mad at me for something so I tried to give her the other half of my sandwich but she threw it in the trash. That really hurt my feelings because I was actually going to eat that sandwich but I was trying to be nice. I moved to the back of the classroom and sat with some stoner type people. All of a sudden I was in my moms old kitchen making bbq sandwiches. Someone got mad that I was putting cheese on all of them.
Wednesday, August 19, 2015
guns 8/19/15
There was a lizard riding on a snake. They were both the same size and about 6 inches long. They didn't start chasing me until I started to run away from them. I ran into the pantry at my parents old house with Morgan and I was yelling shut the door but she didn't know why so she didn't shut it in time. They were faster than me so when I ran into the garage they caught up and I couldn't tell if they bit me or not.
I was trying to get ready for 80's night in this big house that I think was grandpa Lopez's. I kept trying to put on make up but there was either no lighting or the mirror was dirty and people kept moving it saying why don't you try over here? I told my grandma 5 minutes before I would be ready but everything kept going wrong and people were yelling at me and rushing me. I couldn't find my hair clip so Anita let me borrow hers. It was a clip that hung down on a string that had black beads with little skulls on them. I was trying to use this eyebrow brush but when I looked in the mirror my eyebrows were all fucked up and half of them were missing so I was trying to draw them in and brush them out. Someone asked about my daughter and all of a sudden I was a queen in a castle with a daughter that I never wanted to see that was about 16 or 17 years old. I asked everyone how she was doing and Paul said he would do her and I smacked him in the face. I went outside to snow covered mountains with two other girls with backpacks on. We were hiding in the snow on the side of one of the hills waiting for a helicopter but someone jumped on it before we could. As he was flying away he got shot in the chest with an arrow and I was thinking I'm glad we didn't get on there. Then everyone was running around with guns and it was a war and people were killing each other everywhere for fun. Paul and his friends all had guns and they were excited to go shoot up some dorm rooms. I got so pissed and I was trying to tell him there is a difference when you go beat up people and when your actually taking someones life. I was crying begging him not to kill anyone.
I was trying to get ready for 80's night in this big house that I think was grandpa Lopez's. I kept trying to put on make up but there was either no lighting or the mirror was dirty and people kept moving it saying why don't you try over here? I told my grandma 5 minutes before I would be ready but everything kept going wrong and people were yelling at me and rushing me. I couldn't find my hair clip so Anita let me borrow hers. It was a clip that hung down on a string that had black beads with little skulls on them. I was trying to use this eyebrow brush but when I looked in the mirror my eyebrows were all fucked up and half of them were missing so I was trying to draw them in and brush them out. Someone asked about my daughter and all of a sudden I was a queen in a castle with a daughter that I never wanted to see that was about 16 or 17 years old. I asked everyone how she was doing and Paul said he would do her and I smacked him in the face. I went outside to snow covered mountains with two other girls with backpacks on. We were hiding in the snow on the side of one of the hills waiting for a helicopter but someone jumped on it before we could. As he was flying away he got shot in the chest with an arrow and I was thinking I'm glad we didn't get on there. Then everyone was running around with guns and it was a war and people were killing each other everywhere for fun. Paul and his friends all had guns and they were excited to go shoot up some dorm rooms. I got so pissed and I was trying to tell him there is a difference when you go beat up people and when your actually taking someones life. I was crying begging him not to kill anyone.
Tuesday, August 18, 2015
spirit world 8/18/15
I was in the hallway of Candices apartment and a ghost started slamming doors and trying to pull me and Shawn away from each other. I was being pulled to the wall and was then being help up on the wall while i'm screaming trying to get down. Shawn was screaming being held in place saying something about something going up his spine. A baby gate at the top of the stairs closed and locked. I crawled down from the wall and grabbed on to Shawn and started screaming "I'm sorry God I know your real that's whats so scary that no one else believes so were the only ones getting fucked with!" (Then I woke up)
I was trying to drive home from school in the snow and I had a stick shift car and I slid into this big truck. I didn't know whose truck it was and I didn't have any paper so I just left. I was at home trying to make this cashew lentil casserole and waiting for dinner guests to show up. I kept messing up the food by putting too many eggs in and forgetting to put it in the oven. Someone called and asked for the address and if he needed to bring any side dishes. A couple of girls showed up and I was trying to clean off the table but more stuff kept piling up on it. The guy showed up and he said everyone is going to the pool down the street. I said I had just put dinner in the oven.
I was trying to drive home from school in the snow and I had a stick shift car and I slid into this big truck. I didn't know whose truck it was and I didn't have any paper so I just left. I was at home trying to make this cashew lentil casserole and waiting for dinner guests to show up. I kept messing up the food by putting too many eggs in and forgetting to put it in the oven. Someone called and asked for the address and if he needed to bring any side dishes. A couple of girls showed up and I was trying to clean off the table but more stuff kept piling up on it. The guy showed up and he said everyone is going to the pool down the street. I said I had just put dinner in the oven.
Monday, August 17, 2015
out to dinner 8/17/15
I was walking to different classes in this huge school and I was trying to figure out who to walk with between classes. I was in a class with Jaiden but later my mom got a police alert saying his handwriting is still being forged by students. She said it could be coincidence but how do they make something like that up. I was sitting in a dorm room with him when the cops came in and took him away. Then he was there again getting a text message from this girl we had just met. He invited her to dinner with us. We were driving down the street and I was trying to make conversation. She kept talking about how having a job is so hard because they make you work so long and do they really care about you? We drove by a walgreens and she said "who is he?" because on the wall written in red said "he is here" (or "he is watching" or something I cant remember now). Jaiden turned the car around but he said it was because he went the wrong way but I said no you turned around to see the writing that she just talked about why would you say that? So I turned around and told her yeah I know what you mean you have to work a full day and then work another full day in the same day especially if your a server. We got to the restaurant and when we walked in the lady said to take a coloring page and some crayons. The page had a couple of planets to draw. I couldn't decide what color crayon to pick so I grabbed a green and a purple. We went to the table in the back corner but there was now a big guy with us and we all couldn't fit at the table. We moved to another table and the girl said she wanted chicken nuggets as an appetizer and I ordered a margarita. I got confused when I noticed I already had a margarita in front of me but it wasn't frozen. The girl mixed ours together because hers was frozen. When the waitress came by I was trying to explain how confused I was but I couldn't get the words out. She was asking if the margarita was everything I had been dreaming of and I said not exactly but I'm going to drink it anyways. I had accidentally bit a hole in my straw so I couldn't get any of the drink out. I was just going to drink it out of the cup when the girl said the straws were under my napkin. I looked and there was a really dark blue and green straw. I couldn't decide what straw to use but my drink was blue so I decided to mix up the color scheme and use the green straw. I started feeling really drunk and I didn't know if I should have another one. Keiko (from star trek next gen) was sitting across the table trying to talk to me. I walked to a back room where a saw a huge fish tank full of turtles with peoples heads on them. I saw the turtle with wonder womans head float down to the bottom. There was a random scene where I saw peter from family guy trying to have sex with these weird aliens that looked like a version of ET.
Sunday, August 16, 2015
zombie demons 8/16/15
I was in a conference and Hillary Clinton walked up to me and said I hope you know how much of a bitch I think you are. I freaked out and started telling everyone. I was walking down the street and her adviser came up to me and said what can I give you to get you to stop telling everyone what she said. I said give me a spot on the presidential ballot. He looked at me funny and I said just kidding...but not really. Then we walked by this strip club/ novelty shop and I started yelling "shes just jealous because I can run for president and I support exxotica and sex and being naked!!" Her adviser "bumped into me from behind" and I felt he had "something" poking in his pants. Then I was on a big cruise ship and I was in my room organizing things and when I walked outside the adviser was a zombie and I killed him. I requested a room change because they knew where I was staying now. I kept trying to pack my stuff up but zombies kept attacking. I was running down the hall and this one main guy was following me. I ran into a storage room and hid behind the door. He flew in and looked at me but he was more than just a zombie, he was hanging off the ceiling and looked like a demon. Somehow he exploded and I went to find my room change. The new room had two full sized bed and a really thin bed in the middle. Morgan said she was going to make up a yoga routine for the bed. The other bed was for a guy that looked like Shawn but was more of a fictional looking character.
castle cockroaches 8/14/15
There was a Graduation party for Shawn at this castle with the family. There was cake in the kitchen and a lot of food on this really long table. This girl I didn't recognize was there. I was laying on a bed and I looked over and under a desk there was a swarm of cockroaches in the shape of a ball. I took a nap and had a dream that I was looking at pictures of one of Shawns ex girl friends from high school. When I woke up I was in bed with Shawn but I was casually giving some fat dark skinned guy a hand job. I told Shawn oh I know who the girl is down stairs that I didn't recognize. He said how do you know thats her?
Thursday, August 13, 2015
robotic dragon 8/13/15
I walked into Raytheon with Shawn to ask if they had any jobs available. He was wearing a suit and I was so nervous I was shaking. He started to ask if they had any jobs and I started talking but not making any sense. I gave her my resume but it looked like shit with a totally different font than I remember. She said well first I gave to fix my resume and then she was reading something on the computer that I think was a 400 page recommendation letter. Shawn said it says in there that I'm the best candidate for the job and the lady said I'm sure it does and kept reading. All of a sudden I notice I have a beer in my hand and I'm in my pajamas. Some sort of tornado starts happening and I'm holding onto Shawn crying because glass pieces are flying everywhere. Hes trying to shield me but I have no shoes on and my feet are getting covered in glass shards. When it was over I tried standing but it hurt so bad. He was helping me pull the glass out but there was so much.
I was in an area of Denton I hadn't been before and Shawn dropped me off because I wanted to walk around there. I went into this building where they were setting up a concert. Jaiden was there and I wanted to talk to him but I left. I was walking around the streets and it was so dark. I kept feeling nervous about getting attacked but I kept telling myself that it would be exciting. There was a house with a stone archway in the front that was in the path so I started to run by it. I ran through the yard and stopped myself at the very edge for some reason but then I noticed that there was a three story drop that I just avoided. I ran through the yard on the other side and barely missed jumping off of a cliff type drop again. I went back to the main part of town and found Shawn sitting in the middle area of a bunch of buildings. I was wondering if he had been watching me the whole time. I told him about almost jumping off of the cliff and he said there are better parts of the town to explore. I started walking again in the other direction and saw a couple of cake shop bakeries. One of them was full of people. I don't remember what happened in between but somehow I was going to watch this really long movie with Morgan and Shawn. I had seen it before so I knew the ending but distractions kept happening so I kept having to rewind it. I knew there was a huge twist at the end of the movie about a couple in love where either she didn't really love him or it turns out she was actually dead. All of a sudden I was in the movie and we were testing out this laser gun. When you shot it whatever you shot turned bright purple and disintegrated. I was trying to shoot it but it was too big and heavy and I kept accidentally pointing it at people. I was with the couple in the movie and some army people in the forest running from these huge robot alien looking things. We ran through a field and they were shooting regular guns at the aliens but it wasn't doing anything. I shot the laser gun at one of the aliens and it exploded. There were too many of them so we had to run but I dropped the gun and one of the aliens stepped on it and smashed it. We ended up at a river where the military was testing out this huge robotic dragon. They were flying it between the shelters but the pilot kept hitting the wings on stuff. In one of the shelters I was walking around and I opened a box on the table. There was a clipping of a piece of braided red hair, a tiny box, and a bunch of other trinkets. On another table there were four ivory boxes with some remains of bath salt inside. I went back outside and someone said they had found the portal and they were going to get everyone out of there. I had about 7 gateraid bottles and I was pulling the wrapper off of them and digging a cherry out of the bottles. I had a basket of cherries and I was putting them on a cookie sheet. I was going to bake them in the oven with some brown sugar on top. We were in the river and it was the part in the movie where the man realizes that he loves the lady and he goes over to her in the river. I swam up right in between them when he is asking if she wants to "meet him in the cave". I said yes and she looked at me like she was about to say he was talking to her and I said just kidding I know he was asking you. She said "oh no I was going to ask you to join us" so I said yes. There was another couple with a baby in the river and I was swimming by and someone said something about being in the water compared to when the babies being born and I started doing front flips in the water. I think I accidentally kicked the baby or splashed him or something because it started screaming and the mom got mad.
I was in an area of Denton I hadn't been before and Shawn dropped me off because I wanted to walk around there. I went into this building where they were setting up a concert. Jaiden was there and I wanted to talk to him but I left. I was walking around the streets and it was so dark. I kept feeling nervous about getting attacked but I kept telling myself that it would be exciting. There was a house with a stone archway in the front that was in the path so I started to run by it. I ran through the yard and stopped myself at the very edge for some reason but then I noticed that there was a three story drop that I just avoided. I ran through the yard on the other side and barely missed jumping off of a cliff type drop again. I went back to the main part of town and found Shawn sitting in the middle area of a bunch of buildings. I was wondering if he had been watching me the whole time. I told him about almost jumping off of the cliff and he said there are better parts of the town to explore. I started walking again in the other direction and saw a couple of cake shop bakeries. One of them was full of people. I don't remember what happened in between but somehow I was going to watch this really long movie with Morgan and Shawn. I had seen it before so I knew the ending but distractions kept happening so I kept having to rewind it. I knew there was a huge twist at the end of the movie about a couple in love where either she didn't really love him or it turns out she was actually dead. All of a sudden I was in the movie and we were testing out this laser gun. When you shot it whatever you shot turned bright purple and disintegrated. I was trying to shoot it but it was too big and heavy and I kept accidentally pointing it at people. I was with the couple in the movie and some army people in the forest running from these huge robot alien looking things. We ran through a field and they were shooting regular guns at the aliens but it wasn't doing anything. I shot the laser gun at one of the aliens and it exploded. There were too many of them so we had to run but I dropped the gun and one of the aliens stepped on it and smashed it. We ended up at a river where the military was testing out this huge robotic dragon. They were flying it between the shelters but the pilot kept hitting the wings on stuff. In one of the shelters I was walking around and I opened a box on the table. There was a clipping of a piece of braided red hair, a tiny box, and a bunch of other trinkets. On another table there were four ivory boxes with some remains of bath salt inside. I went back outside and someone said they had found the portal and they were going to get everyone out of there. I had about 7 gateraid bottles and I was pulling the wrapper off of them and digging a cherry out of the bottles. I had a basket of cherries and I was putting them on a cookie sheet. I was going to bake them in the oven with some brown sugar on top. We were in the river and it was the part in the movie where the man realizes that he loves the lady and he goes over to her in the river. I swam up right in between them when he is asking if she wants to "meet him in the cave". I said yes and she looked at me like she was about to say he was talking to her and I said just kidding I know he was asking you. She said "oh no I was going to ask you to join us" so I said yes. There was another couple with a baby in the river and I was swimming by and someone said something about being in the water compared to when the babies being born and I started doing front flips in the water. I think I accidentally kicked the baby or splashed him or something because it started screaming and the mom got mad.
Tuesday, August 11, 2015
dorm room frustration 8/11/15
I was living in a dorm room with Shawn and two other people. One of the roommates moved out and I went to walk around. When I came back the dorm room had been turned into a classroom and there was class going on. I went a couple doors down and found out someone had moved my stuff into a new room. I was mad that someone had moved my stuff with out asking me. It was only my bedsheets and pillow that had been moved over because it was a 12 person dorm room. there were bunk beds lined up all over the room. I was upset because all of my other stuff wouldn't fit in the room. I was sad because my bunk wasn't next to Shawn's he was across the room so I asked him if he wanted to move to a top bunk so we could sleep next to each other. I went back to the class room to find the rest of my things. All of my books and records were stacked up along the walls and people were looking through them like they were just junk left out for people to take. I started screaming at everyone to get away from my stuff and I was yelling trying to find out who put them there and what am I supposed to do with everything. I started taking loads of stuff to this storage garage down the street. I kept trying to call my mom and dad to ask for help on what I should do.
Monday, August 10, 2015
mystery 8/10/15
I walked into a house and I was with a detective team trying to figure out why no one was there. I looked in the bathroom and the sink was full of dried flies. I looked over on the ground and saw there was a dead old woman. A couple of people ran over to investigate but I couldn't tell if she was still alive. I saw a hole in the wall in the back of the room. It turns out it was a mining shoot and we all went down on a cart. I went headfirst on my back down the shoot. We landed in a river flowing through a town. I saw Mr. Bean trying to crawl up one of the walls on the side. Suddenly I was in a car with my grandpa and Shawn. Pops was trying to ask if we wanted to go on vacation for the week. I said I was really tiered and wanted to stay in for the night. When I found out he was going to California I changed my mind and wanted to go.
giant fruit tree 8/5/15
There was a giant fruit tree in the back yard of my parents old house. It was growing cherries, apricots, peaches, and nectarines all the same time. I kept picking up the fallen fruit and kept having to go inside for more baskets. My mom was turning the fruit into some weird soup when I was trying to make preserves and jam. I was getting really frustrated. Danikan had a video recorder and was recording things in the house. I didn't like how one of the videos looked so I rewinded and deleted it. I was really mad that Jaiden was there and not doing anything but sitting on the couch. I just remember feeling really grumpy the entire dream.
floating roosters 8/4/15
There was a flood and there were roosters half a mans size floating on their backs.
Monday, August 3, 2015
A handful of needles. 8/3/15
I was staying in a hotel for a family reunion. There was an indoor river ride that you could float down. A group of us floated down the river and then decided to go get some food. We went to this mysterious hidden Chinese food place down the street in this office building on the basement level. It was really hard to find. We didn't know if we were just supposed to sit down or wait to be seated but the reception host guy said sarcastically "usually people just wait for the rest of the group". We didn't know what he meant by that but this other guy in line behind us just sat down and the host shot him. When we sat down we got some food but these two Asian girls that we were with walked over to the other side of the room to this meeting that was going on. The owner was asking them some questions and lining everyone up but then I saw some guy come out and he slit all of their throats right there. There was blood everywhere and people all over the ground and then somehow I ended up in a little cell somewhere in the building. I was trying to eat a plate of sushi and there was a little peek hole in the door to look out. I saw my reflection and I was all dirty and my hair was all messed up it looked like I had been in there a while. Someone opened the door and put a bowl of soup in there. I didn't know if it was poison so I didn't eat it. I thought maybe if I do eat it they will let me out. I took a sip and then I was suddenly back at the hotel reunion. I was in line to go down the river again. My dad said adderall was legal where we were so I asked the river cashier if I could have some and he gave me two. I took half of one and went to this back patio bar area. People were giving speeches on how much I mean to them and how much they love me because I think it was now my birthday party. I went to sit at the bar but people were getting ready to go eat. I was with my parents, my brother, and a couple other people. They said they wanted to go get chicken rice from this cool Chinese food place. I remembered what happened last time I was there and was trying to tell everyone we shouldn't go there. No one else could agree on anything that was open at that time so we went to the Chinese food place. This time we were waiting in line and this guy was talking to the front door host and they got in an argument. The customer pulled out a knife and tried to stab the hosts laptop. He ended up electrocuting himself and falling over right in front of us. We sat down and I noticed that people were lining up by the kitchen again. I thought maybe its just a performance that they do every day here. I snuck over to listen to what they were saying but all I could hear was questions about if they had found someone yet. I was walking around the little halls around them in the kitchen area trying to hear more but people with big guns kept walking by. Then I heard the owner ask who wants the comfort death option and the knife guy came out and slit their throat if they chose that option. The owner came by and told us to find the cell with our phone numbers on it. We were walking around the prison area looking for phone numbers but they were only labeled with one number on them. I opened a few doors but the cells were already occupied. This girl that was in our group came up to me with an ice cream and I asked her how she found her number. I followed her to another area of the building that had a bunch of little shops. She told me this is why we're here and I noticed all of the shops were based on a point system. I was walking through one room and these prison guards with dogs came by. I was holding a handful of needles and was trying to walk away from them. They caught the girl next to me and I started running. The bridge to get back to the main part of the building was now a bouncy bridge and I dropped all of my needles.
Sunday, August 2, 2015
Grandpa in a glass dish. 8/2/15
(I couldn't remember anything from my actual night of sleep except for one scene but I went back to sleep twice after that and had more happen)
I was shuffling through some old books and found a dead bird behind/underneath one of them. I remember seeing something that looked like 9 large cards laid out on the floor in rows of three.
I was walking down the street and I walked by what was not obviously a church. The only reason I noticed is because a girl came out and I heard people singing some old hymns inside. I was walking behind her as she was walking down the street still singing. All I knew was that I was trying to stop this completely ghost white alien lady from doing something. She had white eyes and white hair and white skin. I was hiding in a pantry with three other people. I remember feeling really attracted to one guy that was in there. We were peeking through the crack in the door waiting for the lady to come by. There was a baby in the other room and the floor had clothes all over it. In the pantry there was another door that lead to a laundry room. Every time I would look into the laundry room I would see someone in there. When I opened the door this slimy blue fish looking alien was there asking me to refill the laundry detergent because he was bathing in it.
I was in a plane simulation roller coaster with Shawn and it was flying over some city. It started to do a simulation crash and I could feel my stomach drop. I was at some house with a lot of my family. Most of them were older relatives that are dead in real life. We had this big delicious dinner but for some reason immediately after that it was my turn to cook. I went to the kitchen and had all of these foods I was working on cooking but the counters were getting so crowded and people kept coming in trying to help, but doing what they would do to what I had already started. There was this one glass dish on the counter that I kept accidentally opening. Inside there were a bunch of little bugs crawling around something that was decaying. I asked one of my brothers about it and he said oh yeah so you saw grandpa. I looked at the glass dish and from the outside looking in it looked like a little kid laying there inside. I kept trying to get my brother to help me make dinner but he refused and I was getting mad saying he would help eat it though. My other brother came in and started helping me but it was more making a mess of everything. He was trying to slice the cake but it kept crumbling everywhere. I was trying to cook baked fried fish with cheese slices on top, a carrot/cabbage/sweet potato fried salad, a regular salad, another vegetable dish, chicken, and two types of cake one chocolate and one strawberry. My great grandma started scooping everything onto a giant circular plate and I was frustrated because it wasn't all ready yet.
I was shuffling through some old books and found a dead bird behind/underneath one of them. I remember seeing something that looked like 9 large cards laid out on the floor in rows of three.
I was walking down the street and I walked by what was not obviously a church. The only reason I noticed is because a girl came out and I heard people singing some old hymns inside. I was walking behind her as she was walking down the street still singing. All I knew was that I was trying to stop this completely ghost white alien lady from doing something. She had white eyes and white hair and white skin. I was hiding in a pantry with three other people. I remember feeling really attracted to one guy that was in there. We were peeking through the crack in the door waiting for the lady to come by. There was a baby in the other room and the floor had clothes all over it. In the pantry there was another door that lead to a laundry room. Every time I would look into the laundry room I would see someone in there. When I opened the door this slimy blue fish looking alien was there asking me to refill the laundry detergent because he was bathing in it.
I was in a plane simulation roller coaster with Shawn and it was flying over some city. It started to do a simulation crash and I could feel my stomach drop. I was at some house with a lot of my family. Most of them were older relatives that are dead in real life. We had this big delicious dinner but for some reason immediately after that it was my turn to cook. I went to the kitchen and had all of these foods I was working on cooking but the counters were getting so crowded and people kept coming in trying to help, but doing what they would do to what I had already started. There was this one glass dish on the counter that I kept accidentally opening. Inside there were a bunch of little bugs crawling around something that was decaying. I asked one of my brothers about it and he said oh yeah so you saw grandpa. I looked at the glass dish and from the outside looking in it looked like a little kid laying there inside. I kept trying to get my brother to help me make dinner but he refused and I was getting mad saying he would help eat it though. My other brother came in and started helping me but it was more making a mess of everything. He was trying to slice the cake but it kept crumbling everywhere. I was trying to cook baked fried fish with cheese slices on top, a carrot/cabbage/sweet potato fried salad, a regular salad, another vegetable dish, chicken, and two types of cake one chocolate and one strawberry. My great grandma started scooping everything onto a giant circular plate and I was frustrated because it wasn't all ready yet.
Saturday, August 1, 2015
Pirate ship party. 8/1/15
Me and Shawn and Morgan were hanging out in a hotel trying to smoke a joint but Shawn kept spilling the weed all over his shirt every time he would try to roll it. Then it turns out we were working and they both got off work but I had to stay on watch until later that night. All of a sudden we were staying on/ working on this cruise ship but it was more like a pirate ship. When I was walking Shawn to the parking lot we noticed all of these cop cars. We decided just to keep walking because one of them was following us. We walked around the entire boat and came up on this indoor pool area with this maze of water slides/ tubes. We crawled in and were laughing because the cop was fat and couldn't follow. When we got to the other side we were getting out of the pool and this really good looking girl got out first and Shawn was starting at her ass so obviously I grabbed his ear and flipped him off and got out of the pool. We started to walk around the boat again and we walked by this door that opened and this little Asian lady came out and was trying to get us to come into the room. I was so curious I wanted to go in there because she kept saying this is where they dive for treasure. Shawn said he didn't want to jump into a little hole into who knows what and didn't want to go into the room. I saw an old sailor come out and the lady gave him a dollar. I thought well what ever he did in there if she only gave him a dollar it must not have been worth it so we kept walking. We walked into this common room and sat down and the cop came by and offered us a joint and we said oh no thank you we don't do that. He sat down next to us acting surprised and started asking us a bunch of questions. When the cop finally left I'm not sure how it transitioned but we were in this huge house and there were tons of people there for this party. I went out to find Shawn and I looked off of the indoor balcony and this girl was looking at him really sad mouthing "who is that". I thought it was some girl he had been flirting with so I tried to kiss him so she would get the point but he turned away from me. I was so upset that I went down to talk to the girl but she didn't want to talk to me. I sat down with her on a couch and I was trying to ask how they knew each other. She said that is her boyfriend and I said that's not possible because we had been dating for a while now. I kept trying to ask her how and when they met but she kept avoiding the question. I said wait right here and I went to find Shawn to solve the mystery but there was this huge water gun fight about to happen. Everyone was already hiding so I couldn't find him and people were getting mad that I was walking into the rooms and making them waste their water. When I finally found him I walked into the room and he accidentally shot me in the eye with his water gun and it stung really bad. I said can you come with me for a minute I need to talk to you. I also grabbed Morgan to get another point of view. We walked out to this outdoor eating area and were trying to find a place to sit and talk. I asked her again so how do you know each other and when did you meet? She started running so we all followed her. She got on this train and we all jumped on top of the train. We were about to go through this tunnel so we all were trying to jump into the window. Some how this big guy that looked like Chris Farley was up there too and we were worried he wasn't going to make in into the train window. The people on the train had made a net to catch him out of the window and roll him in. Once we were on the train we all sat down and tried to talk again. One of the train attendants came by and gave me a plate with two slices of squid on it and told me to put it on their foreheads to see if they were vampires. I stuck the pieces to their foreheads and on the girl an image of a blue eye started burning into her skin where the third eye would be. She started screaming and security took her away. I was listening to people talk on the train while looking out of the window. The scenery looked more like we were on a bus going through a city. This old lady was talking to this man about how he should take a nap because we must be exhausted from all of the excitement. She said it must be like the time they took the Moses train through the mountains. I assumed that it was going to be an extended ride.
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