Thursday, August 20, 2015

stuck in a lucid dream

There have been a few occasions where I have got stuck in a lucid dream and can't wake myself up. Just gonna go back to a couple that I can remember.



I can only barely remember now but there was one where I was in a kindergarten school building and I was in a back room that was more like a lab/ operation room. There was a miniature monkey running around and I realized I must be dreaming. Somehow I kept ending up on the operation table and thinking how can I wake myself up. I kept studying the details of the room to reassure myself that I was actually dreaming. Every time I would try to wake myself up either it wouldn't work, or I would end up back on the operation table. This happened for what seemed like hours. All of a sudden I was in a sunglasses shop trying to pick out a pair of glasses. I kept trying to tell people that this is really a dream and none of this is real. These two guys in sunglasses grabbed me and started dragging me through either a bus station or an airport.

I was in a mall stuck in this roller coaster ride that resembled a gerbil ball that was falling. I knew I was dreaming and I thought for sure when the ball hits the ground it will wake me up. It didn't. I was laying there in so much pain thinking I know this is a dream why can't I wake up.

(This one I was staying in a hotel in England with my boyfriend Shawn and it was more being stuck in reoccurring waking dreams)

We were in the hotel room laying in bed and all of these kittens started coming out of this closet in the wall that I knew wasn't there in real life and I kept saying see I told you this place is really haunted. Then I was outside in the back next to a tree stump and David was was holding an axe and there were a few other people there. They all started talking about some poem that I supposedly knew and they all started saying it out loud.  As they were saying it I was remembering it. It was something about the axe and the sky are the same color as my head, a shade of red and shes already dead. Then I remembered I was already dead and I woke up into another dream where me and Shawn were in an art museum. I looked up at a painting and was asking the desk guy what it was and he said it was a painting of the 24 horsemen and that I should know already. That's when I remembered I should know because I'm already dead. I fell to the ground in shock and woke up into another dream where I was laying in bed with Shawn in the same hotel room trying to tell him that we were in a dream and that I'm stuck and I can't get out. He didn't believe me and he started to get mad. He drug the bed out of the hotel room wit me still on it to the back of the hotel and I was trying to tell him of course this is a dream it wouldn't make since to be doing that in real life. Hyde runs up and hops in a big truck with some lady that it staring at me and I'm trying to stop it but I can't and I realize its because I'm dead. Then I woke up again in the bed and were watching some porn on TV and I realize that they are actually dead which reminded me that I'm dead too and I woke up again into another dream. This happened about 5 or 6 more times with different similar scenarios that I can't really remember. The last dream loop I got stuck in when I realized I was dead I was outside the back of the hotel with Shawn and I started floating away to towards the sky. I started crying and I was holding his hand and I didn't want to let go because I didn't want to leave him yet. I started singing Unchained Melody by the Righteous Brothers and floating off into the sky. I got up into the clouds and looked around the earth. Facing the back of the hotel to my left was beautiful hills and sunshine and rainbows. To my right was darkness and shadows and spooky forest. I started evil laughing and felt really powerful. I started getting sucked over to the darkness the more powerful I felt.

(When I finally actually woke up I woke up in a panic breathing heavily and already crying. Shawn told me that he also had a similar lucid dream about his dead friend that night)

No comments:

Post a Comment